how much is too much?

peace be upon to you. Hello.

so..

been a lot lately but thank goodness; i managed to settled it all. It's another year, a new semester and like previous year, everything is hell yah scary. I'm still figuring out the subject, lecturer's lectures ( especially when they utters the special words for specific things and i'm like... wtheck is that?

also i'm still struggling with laziness of being so spoiled back in Malaysia and it's has been almost a month!

i got a new portfolio this year, as a vice secretary which i'm not really cool about it just because i think people are expecting me soo much in that field and i've been doing that job since like... school. I guess I can try.

enough with that.

Have a special November :)

Alexandrina

Assalamualaikum and hello people.

I just came back from Alexandria for a short-packed vacation with few of my buddies; I guess all of us needed to wind up a little bit before the class is starting and everything is spinning out. Actually it’s not planned at all. It just randomly come to my mind when they said they want to go there “I’m in!” .

Montazah, King Farouk Castle.

It’s quite a nice one although the first one is my favorite. I’ve been there last summer and this time is still not the same. I love that place. I love seashore; I love the sound of the smashing wave, the smell of salty water and the blue-greeny color of the sea. It’s so calming and worth it. Also we walked a lot, hell ya like 30k steps a day and I like it. I always love walking while wandering around…

excuse our tired-face lol.

Also, the people there are different from Cairo like earth and sky differ especially Syrian people who mostly working in food industries there. There’s particular restaurant that I like which is ‘Aruuus Dimasq’ or عروس دمشق at the streets of ‘Asafirah’ عصفرة  and a Syrian ice cream shop which sell one of the best ice cream in the world, Trifillo at the same place just in front of the sea. The people who works there are also nice, eye-catchy and surprisingly… they can speak English well!

I was having Faransawi Syawerma and I tell you what, it's nyummy!

the must-try ice cream here!

Not to forget, I personally think that Egyptians like native Alexandrian are differ than one in Cairo just by their common courtesy. For an instance, most of the drivers will stop/slower their vehicles and stopped others beside and behind just to let you crossed the streets and that is a very major common courtesy that I think rarely happened in Cairo. Secondly, when I was in a train and I offer an old lady my seat and she happily thanked me and asked me if there’s anything that I’m selling so that she can buy *how nice is that?* and one time we (our group) in bus one of us offered an old man a seat and he thanked him and asked my friend to leave his bag to him so it would not burden him and.. the list goes on and on.

Citadel of Qaitbay.

Sorry for this quite a long rant but I just felt like typing down this though out  and… here some of the photos that I managed to capture when I was there; or you may view it through my Instagram account.

I guess that is it. I definitely am coming back there, if I may and with that… thank you for reading.

off coldness and coziness.

Well hello October. Hello my favorite time of the year; fall/winter. I love the cold, coziness of this time when you get to be in the warmness of the blanket, having a hot cup of tea and yeah.. night get longer than day.

Class didn’t start yet so I got a few time to figuring out few things, also I finally started to read me before you by Jojo Moyes and all I can say I regret myself for watching the movie first rather than read it so that the movie will make a lot of sense. Note to self: next time, read it before watching it!

Another thing is… sports shoes here are crazily expensive! Like triple the price! I was about to buy an adidas shoes back in Malaysia but I thought I still can buy that in here but yeah… I need to think for the second time when figuring out the price, hahahaha. I ended up buying a new coat for winter since I need that anytime soon. The shoe? maybe next time.

Hurm, I’m feeling quite homesick especially the food! But yeah.. I know I belong here so, stay strong!  I don’t really worry about this semester’s subject but next semester is quite a challenge. I guess this time is not only I need to change the gear but also the maintenance. Hahahaha.

I guess that is all. Bye :)

too much to brain.

assalamuaaikum and hello.

this week, quite a lot happened ad quite a lot to brain, digest.

it's like i have a tons of things in my shoulder and i don't know how to get rid of it. I guess this will help.

I've been wanting to write this  for about few days ago but live is super hectic and busy and i ended up sleeping rather than writing this (i usually do it nightime) but now it's early in the morning.

today i'm leaving to KLIA and tomorrow i got a flight to catch at 9 am which mean i have to check in at 6 am. 2 months is too short. it's all i can say. Writing this right now, i am already homesick, missing lots of things and i don't there're a lots of things happened and i'll break it down one by one.

maybe i love my homeland, more than anything  but i guess this place doesn't belong to me at least for now. I have a lot of responsibilities and work to do over there and i guess i just have to go for it in about another 3 years.

secondly, one of who i refer as my best, best friend (actually to be exact is my teacher) is sick right now. and i feel bad to the fact that i'm not there if anything happened. all i can do right now is a hoping, praying.

lastly, to anyone who expect this blog will be written in a very very great bombastic English grammatically and writing, this is not a perfect place for you.

i not good at English AT ALL. i'm doing this just to express ,myself and the most important, to improve it. i studied with 95% of my subject in uni is in Arabic.

bye.

i, don't know.

huh.

Been a month he in Malaysia. I'm happy here but i belong to somewhere else, for the time being. I guess my plan are not really going exactly as it is but i guess it's still in the track.

i don't want to think too much about what is going on (work, stuff) over in Egypt in other words i want to enjoy this moment; as i only have about less than a month to do that, but i just can't.

also, this time being ... i've been realizing that i'm still floating. Don't know really know what i want really to do, to be in the future. okay. another rant. excuse me.

all of this because i have to choose between expectation and myself. it's easy to say that one should have follow his/her dream over other's expectation but i just don't know.

i don't have that much of courage, or this is a normal thing. It's normal to have this kinda feeling? huh.

we'll see.

sorry. everything is out of the point. actually i am pointless. aha.
till then.

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