I believe
everybody have an issue in their life. And it’s normal. The thing right now is
just me facing something changing in my life. Changes always hard to me.
Somehow this phase what I am facing right now made me wanna write down and just
on and on. It’s weird right now. Absurd. And I hate it.
I know this
day will come and based on the past I guess I just do nothing but this time
stuck and hit me so hard that I can digest it. It’s been like floating and just
huh. Duhh. I do felt so empty when realizing that my foundation of Arabic
language is gonna end because I’ve put all I can to it. I’ve done the best
that I could on it and now I’m at the end of the road of this path and next is
another challenging world that I’ve been so excited but scared to deal with.
I think I’m
just frightened up to things that I don’t know what will come. And don’t know
what to do, what should I do.
And the
other thing is, to left a lesson with Ustaz Humaidah. He’s one of the best
thing that happen to me. One of the best person that I’ve met so far. He taught
lots of life lessons that I guess makes me or everyone around him feels
comfortable to be around him.
I guess
this is life.
To face a
big thing and just keep going.
Move on.
Just this
time I’m little bit attached to this ‘part of life’.
And I hope
it’s all fine right now and next.
*sorry for
the bad English. Sorry nor sorry. Hah J