Peace be upon to you.
You know
when you slept after Asr (the late afternoon; almost sun set) and you woke up
feeling moody, uncertain, sad and confuse? This is the state of my mind right
now.
It’s not
that I’m insane or what it just somehow calming in this state of mind and I can
hear my thought crystal clear and I wanted to jot down this feeling because I
woke up just now wondering about a lots of thing. Ya this few days quite a day
for me.
Everyday I
would walk around and ride the bus going to school and classes, everything
going as scheduled but I also lost the track of the things that I had to do
with the student association that make me face-palm myself a few times because
I am not supposed to forget doing all those work cause I already jot it down on
the sticky notes and who knows what happened.
I liked
being having a job, work to do and a day filled with stuff to do is satisfying
because you know you’re being productive but sometime it’s kind of too much and
everything just a messed up.
This new
year in uni I tell myself that I don’t want to skip class anymore, even when
it’s not my subject to present; and those cozy blanket eating me every morning
plus cold fall breeze is quite spirit-killing too. Okay. Note here; I’m might
be not stable yet from the post sleeping madness so if you’re like wth right
now I understand you. Sorry for this because I’m in the mood of writing down
all of this sound in my head.
Another
thing to tell, I went to Maher Zain album launching and album signing session 3
hour (THREE HOUR) before the event and went praying Maghrib and came back the
space was filled!!!
Here the
thing I want to rant about. They don’t even consider making a system so that
people can have the signing session like A HUMAN instead they just let people
do like uugghhh. Sorry, this is my biggest pet peeves. People cutting lines,
chaos and you know what are more disappointing? I was about a few inches from
meeting him then they decided to stop the session. I was like @#$%^&*.
Thank goodness I was able to pass my album to Pyka; a friend of mine who
happened to be strong enough to be in that battlefield hahaha. What a day.
Okay enough
with this. Thank you for lending me your time by viewing this, I owe you so
much. Bye.