Loss and acceptance.

Few days ago my dear friends lost him beloved mother, al fatihah.

That struck us hard, especially when realizing him, being apart for three years and that is really deeply sad. Today in one of our meeting he dedicated a song for her, and the atmosphere is just blue and I almost cry. Almost.

The love and compassion of that moment is so genuine and pure and that drive me to record  that moment, here.

That brought me to realize that both of my parents, beloved one or even me, I will die. Eventually we have to accept that no matter what. It’s just me thinking that if I am at him place how I overcome that. Ho w do I be? Am I strong enough? Am I ready?

Wan, if you read this, I wish Allah grant you an everlasting sabr and I wish all the best for you.

and this post, I dedicate to my ibu (mom), who always be at my back, support me no matter what even though when other people see me as a mess, you always comfort me. And I want you to know that I’m so blessed, more than thank you that I have you, as my mom. I want you to know that I love you so much and I hope Allah always bless you in his everlasting mercy and blessing.

And Ayah (dad), thank you for all the support, the courage and all the effort that you had done to raise me, and us and I love you both more than I can describe here, deep in my heart.

and with that, 

assalamualaikum.