Somebody.

Assalamualaikum,. people.
it's been a week. hurm, to much to be talk to. Besides, most thing that happen this week is terrifying and not really awesome. Exam? pretty good. I've done my best.
So, talking about somebody...

SOMEBODY ? Vhatt?

Yeah. Somebody that had change myself. Or easily I can confess here,.
I AM IN L**E! WTH? pheww...
and what I can describe since that thing stuck in my mind....

Weird. Awkward. Hurt. Suck. Happy. Bla bla bla bla blaa...

because I'm not the ttype that tell the person I love that I love them instead act like usual. What a stupid kan? haha -_-

So, liking someone that don't know you like them is like hugging a cactus. A thorny one. The close you hug, the more pain you felt. Even deeper... !

So again, hope who read this... will write something like an advise maybe?

Thanks.
Bye :)

Being unofficially 18.

Assalamualaikum...

According to the title, it's not all about being matured, or legal or what. It's a life confession that  I don't know how to tell people bout it. So, instead of it.. I choose to write which is one of my passion to do, every time when I get stuck or on an awkward moment. Yes I did.

First of all..... being in this age is not just complicated, but what the best word that I can describe is.. FLOATING. I just felt everything doesn't fall into places. Yeah, it's to private to talk about but something I'd like to tell you.

"Sometimes, a friendship that we build even for a very very long time.... unexpectedly will 'pooffs' just in a sec. And it's happen to me. Where most people in my life had decide their own way.... Had started a new life. I've lost them. I've lost my best friend because of stupid things which is not my fault. It's really not and not even really had things to do with me"

and for this meanwhile... I just want to start all over. Seems like STAM is one of the right choice now. The least that I can think of. Huh..

That's all people. Thanks for reading this boring post. You're awesome!

Smile, peace yaww!

Thought on my current life

Assalamualaikum and Hello people.

How you guys doing? Wishing you a great and merry day. Amin :)
This post will be about myself.
My current life. Things that happen that make myself so confused.
Like, i've lost hope.
I've lost all the people that really cares about me.
Yes, like that. And I'm sure it's suck. Huh..

Firstly, it's about my SPM thinggy. I didn't get much strong result but Alhamdulillah it's all I got and I accept it. Alhamdulillah again:)

But, there's a lot in my mind that sometimes I had to keep myself alone. To think rationally and keenly. I've set my goal then there'll be a person will destroy it. Okay, Maybe you.. reader will kinda dizzy when you read this. Sorry. Things are crazy nowadays *in my life.

Once i've started to really being positive to what will come in the future, "they" will say. Something that sometimes... I just can't get in. Don't they have heart? Huh.. If I. If I can just let their words fade. fade away from my life.

Okay. Stop.

Secondly.... there's conflict between me and my close friend.
A conflict that before this I just let that person win.
And I just can't face it anymore when this thing happen and happen without I defend myself from being hurt again. Huh,.. that hard for me.

And thanks people for 'sudi' read my post and I hope you can give some advise or anything that you want to tell me. I'm very glad to receive that. Like seriously :)

Last but not least....

Just for fun. HaHa.. it make me laugh :) Bye people !

Free Dr. Aafia Siddiqui !

10 Ways to become Confident

Assalamualaikum people.
This time I'm going to talk about how to be confident, being you... al day al all night:)
And of course this time I'm writing in English.

*Ceh, bajet terer speaking. hihi - Tak salah kan kalau sekali sekala? :)

 Ok, to be honest I got this tips on tumblr. * I'm a tumblrwhore... hihihi. So, here some tips to be shared:

1.Smile.
-It's not only lighten your day but others. Btw, smile can give your face some exercise so it can looks younger. Like ever!

2.Write something that you think you did well.
-Like helping your mom, dad, granda and whatever. And keep in your heart that you'll do it again and again .

3. Listen to happy song.
-Me? 22 by Taylor Swift is my current obsession and Believe by JB. Don't listen to song that makes you shut the world off and cry yourself a river. Never!

4.Imagine that you are wearing a confident bubble. Kinda a confident coat or anything that makes you feels very very very good. Or maybe you can wear your lucky shirt. Perhaps...

5. Love what you're wearing even it's not pricy or branded or whatever. But believe in yourself that you're lucky enough to have something to wear while others are dying. Even for a cloth.

6. Walk with purpose. Like you're heading to something. Something to do.

7. Make eye contact with the person you're talking to or are talking.

8. Clear the clutter in your place/room. A messy room means a messy mind!

9. Focusing your positive side rather than comparing yourself to other people. That is one of the best way to booost your confident.

10. Against all of those tips.... do relate your life to your God. Your life may not be the way you plan but Allah :)

*Extra tips.... >> When i'm having a pamper day, i'll relax myself for a while. the do Do-It-Myself SPA. I'll make another post for Do-It-Myself SPA :)

Till then people,.... Byeeeeee!