off coldness and coziness.

Well hello October. Hello my favorite time of the year; fall/winter. I love the cold, coziness of this time when you get to be in the warmness of the blanket, having a hot cup of tea and yeah.. night get longer than day.

Class didn’t start yet so I got a few time to figuring out few things, also I finally started to read me before you by Jojo Moyes and all I can say I regret myself for watching the movie first rather than read it so that the movie will make a lot of sense. Note to self: next time, read it before watching it!

Another thing is… sports shoes here are crazily expensive! Like triple the price! I was about to buy an adidas shoes back in Malaysia but I thought I still can buy that in here but yeah… I need to think for the second time when figuring out the price, hahahaha. I ended up buying a new coat for winter since I need that anytime soon. The shoe? maybe next time.

Hurm, I’m feeling quite homesick especially the food! But yeah.. I know I belong here so, stay strong!  I don’t really worry about this semester’s subject but next semester is quite a challenge. I guess this time is not only I need to change the gear but also the maintenance. Hahahaha.

I guess that is all. Bye :)

too much to brain.

assalamuaaikum and hello.

this week, quite a lot happened ad quite a lot to brain, digest.

it's like i have a tons of things in my shoulder and i don't know how to get rid of it. I guess this will help.

I've been wanting to write this  for about few days ago but live is super hectic and busy and i ended up sleeping rather than writing this (i usually do it nightime) but now it's early in the morning.

today i'm leaving to KLIA and tomorrow i got a flight to catch at 9 am which mean i have to check in at 6 am. 2 months is too short. it's all i can say. Writing this right now, i am already homesick, missing lots of things and i don't there're a lots of things happened and i'll break it down one by one.

maybe i love my homeland, more than anything  but i guess this place doesn't belong to me at least for now. I have a lot of responsibilities and work to do over there and i guess i just have to go for it in about another 3 years.

secondly, one of who i refer as my best, best friend (actually to be exact is my teacher) is sick right now. and i feel bad to the fact that i'm not there if anything happened. all i can do right now is a hoping, praying.

lastly, to anyone who expect this blog will be written in a very very great bombastic English grammatically and writing, this is not a perfect place for you.

i not good at English AT ALL. i'm doing this just to express ,myself and the most important, to improve it. i studied with 95% of my subject in uni is in Arabic.

bye.

i, don't know.

huh.

Been a month he in Malaysia. I'm happy here but i belong to somewhere else, for the time being. I guess my plan are not really going exactly as it is but i guess it's still in the track.

i don't want to think too much about what is going on (work, stuff) over in Egypt in other words i want to enjoy this moment; as i only have about less than a month to do that, but i just can't.

also, this time being ... i've been realizing that i'm still floating. Don't know really know what i want really to do, to be in the future. okay. another rant. excuse me.

all of this because i have to choose between expectation and myself. it's easy to say that one should have follow his/her dream over other's expectation but i just don't know.

i don't have that much of courage, or this is a normal thing. It's normal to have this kinda feeling? huh.

we'll see.

sorry. everything is out of the point. actually i am pointless. aha.
till then.

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Success is hard, to maintain it is harder.

so i was having this conversation with on of my close acquaintance who is my ex-teacher back in school days about maintaining my exam result.

oh ya, Alhamdulillah thank Allah i pass this year.

i know maybe personal life target for anybody is different but i mean let me just define the success as not repeating another year at uni/college as fyi in Al Azhar that is a common thing.

so this year i got like 4 subjects for the first semester (which is okay) and 7 on the second semester (okay, i already got panic attack by thinking about this)plus 1 each from my last exam.
Huh, it's a long way to go.

i know that passing exam is not 100% from our self rather it's more to God's plan for us but i do think if we give our 100% to it (and of course, study smart) it'll be okay and i realized that last year i still got a few % that is still not right and i got to fix that, or this year is no chance.

also yah, i still have to juggle all the student's association work but nahh, it's not really that bad and i have everything is going to be well, and  yours too. Amin.

"Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can." Arthur Ashe

Till then.

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so, how is Malaysia?

so,

i am in Malaysia now. Been almost a month now and i got a month left before coming back, for another year in Egypt.

i have quite a blast before coming back to home; as we have quite an adventurous vacation in Alexandria and i'll blog that later lah. Not in that mood, hahaha.

back to the point; i get the same question from friends over in Egypt asking this question everytime;

" so, how is Malaysia?"

 okay maybe not like overall Malaysia, i'd say how is Perlis particularly as i think there're too many things going on to write over here about Malaysia for the time being. 

i would say Perlis is getting better, in development; also lots of hipster cafe growing up like mushroom after rain. Idon't get to try any of them yet but i do have a list (but still don't know when to go).

Now Perlis have Giant supermarket and still Kparc is still in development well it's nice but there's one day i went to The Store or Kangar particularly i found out that here in Kangar seems like not much of a town. I guess people already have better options like cMart (Even cMart too). I am here not to say that all of this huge improvement in the aspect of development is not good but i do think personally why bother adding another while the remaining is seems struggling?

or maybe it's just in my head. Forget it.

oh ya, one more thing.

now we got GST (before I went to Egypt there is no such thing) meaning that everything is pricier that before but my mind is still in Egypt in term of pricing of goods. hahahaha

i even bought almost RM400 of books thinking that i still can divide them like in Egyptian Pounds and now i'm broke.

huhh,

i still love my tanah tumpah darahku; 

and still got my #ProjekMenternakLemakHadiMuss going am i am on a mission to scratch the lists of food that i want to eat while in here. 

till then, bye.